He’s Found Someone Else

 

I feel empty. I’m neither disappointed or glad for them.
I don’t know what to feel.
It’s not like I like him. But then again, it’s not like I don’t. 
I’ve noticed that overtime, I’ve found a sense of possession over him. But I always knew he was never mine. What we had, it was nothing. Because nothing ever happened.
So, why? Why am I feeling this way? We haven’t talked in months. And if we did, our conversations would be short-lived.
I’ve always had a picture of him in my head. Imagining how we would be, if we ever were to be together. He was perfect. In my head, at least. 
I might have fallen for the idea of him with me. And now I’m attached. My subconscious is saying he’s mine, when he never was. It had thought that my imaginative relationship with him was real.  And now I can’t help but feel like he’s supposed to be with me. 
“You Belong With Me” by Taylor Swift, anyone?
There’s not much to do but to bury everything inside. Not like I could do anything about their relationship. They’re happy. I have no right to take their happiness away from them.
I guess I’ll just wait for it to fade. 
 
– S.
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4 thoughts on “He’s Found Someone Else

  1. I feel like this right now… (perfect song for it, btw). I have this fantastic crush on this one guy, and I haven’t been able to wrap my mind around the fact that he might find somebody else… HES MINE. No, you cannot say he’s cute. Idc that he’s single. Because he’s minee. MINEEE. ❤ And he isn't truly, but, yanno. I feel like he should be… and just… yeah.

    • Ugh! I know.. It sucks. I just feel like I own him, and no one should touch him, or anything of that matter. lol
      But the saddest part is that I can’t even do anything about it, because I don’t own him and I never did. :/

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